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finally back to malaysia. but… do not have the feeling of home sweet home other then happy to see my family agian.

hahaha i feel i treat poeple really better then i treat myself.

i want a 17" LCD monitor from my secondary till now but before i go outstation, i buy a 19" LCD for my father = =

then after i come back, i buy a webcam for him which when i at sgp, i walk laio so many shop also dun feel wanna buy for myself at all cos dun feel it is worth at all. hahahahah suddenlly think of.. a father or mother, keep on save up the money even they hunger themself. but when the son want a car, a computer, they will just spent the money without think twice. hahahah hmm.. must change = = or else i forever wont able to get my new hp = =

finally today is the last night. feel kinda miss the system.

its already 3 month at singapore, living at the same room, same seat and same table, typing the same blog. everything look the same, but it’s not same.

this 3 month had enhance my skill very much, already do not have a code that i can not write out. it is happy but it is sad, cos in future i will need to abandon all the technical skill. a good programmer, will always a good programmer, and only a good programmer.

feel miss all the friend i know here, although they might treat me as a good helper only, but i still miss them, cos it is not easy to work together and live the system but everyone are trying thier best. although i feel give up but still macy to do so.

today my direct supirier and project adviser, both also come talk with me. i feel they know i got the intention to resign. talk about the carrier path, go for china big automation project, high increament, big big bonus. what they say actually really attracted and touched my heart. i wan money, i wanna learn more, automation, AI… that’s what i want. but…         sorry

today i go to singapore science center. lolx totally dunno the road at all, just know that go till jurong east mrt center then it is nearby there. but after reach laio, didnt saw that building, then ask people, they point the wrong direction and tell me is over there, somemore quite far..

anyway, i dun believe them cos i read from internet it is a walking distance for 8 minute, so i see the map and agar where is it and try to walk there. hahahah my 6 sense not bad, really lead me to the science center

after reach there, i go watch the omax treater, not bad. then visit the sceince center. but hor, the center close at 6.00 = = i still got one big big part didnt visit, somemore is the part that i most interested next time must go early, but.. when is my next time.. >.<

this is the last week i stay at singapore laio, next friday i will back kl.. home sweet home. quite miss the nasi lemak, soup kamping >.<

lolx, finally 12 of nov, another 18 day to go home.

this 12 day really feel at hell.. the database is over volume and really can not tahan laio.. but those management still think that it is very stable. some of the job it perform all hang at half way and didnt commit properly, make the whole program also buggy. but really not our fault because it is not program problem, is the database server stop and skip the code. it sound wierd but it is normal at a over volumn computer.

really really really sien, now whatever problem also finger point to us (the developer).  what really shit is, when A happend, then say please keep your eye on event A, then B happend, why didnt keep on supervise B? then C happend, i dun think i need to tell you which event need to observe, your should observe all your part frequancely..

but hey, although i have two hand two eye and two half of the brain, but i can not do two task at once using 1 hand 1 eye and 1 half of the brain. i can multi tasking but in asychonize mode. really fuck up la. finally i can not tahan and scold back him laio, really dunno what the use of finger point on the team member when problem occur but not thinking how to solve the problem, and somemore everytime i reported an issue, then the "reward" will come to me, anyway i dun feel happy on the reward because the reward mean, it is you bug. i really dislike that because it is NOT MY BUG, even i discover a standard bug also become my bug, although my nick is buggy but no need tie all the bug to me  t(*,*t) .. finally he diam diam and keep his mouth shut and understand the situation.

i feel this is better at least let him know that everyone is stress and everyone is over volumne. everyone also hope the project get live and stable. but then if i put so much of effort, everyday also sleep 2- 3 hour for just keep the dam database to get stable but still get scold by you saying that i didnt take care my part properly but infact most of it are database problem. it really frustreted me and really make me feel wanna give up. sometime really feel go to the server and drop the damn db = = (believe i will in jail after that)

many place hit problem due to thier transaction volumne is under estimate, till today still not a full run but our transaction table get blow up while 1 day can reach 4gb and make the whole db ineffective at all.  now i only know that a commerce database can run without the ACID. really scary.. me myself after put in that code… i suddenlly feel tender in the next second to avoid trouble = =

18 day… see whatever i die b4 that or i can survive till reach malaysia… anyway… there will be no regret of resign after i go back.

yesteday finally live laio. so many problem.. tired.. most of the problem is those operator.. they chin chai do the thing… then start hit problem and we need to fix those problem.. for example they took other poeple rollcage for thier own picker. this is totally out from thier SOP. the whole day just keep fixing those shit…really enough. so tired till now also not yet sleep, have to patch the server, then only can sleep. tomor start work at 9 = =